Spider's web

Last night while locking the car, I was wrapped by silky sticky threads all over my face and head. I had encountered this experience earlier too, but this one was with a thought. Just next our outer gate we have tilted pine tree and on earlier occasions I have noticed in the evening spider weaving it’s web. I was amazed when one day I noticed complete shining web of almost four feet dia. n the middle of was gliding creature who knitted it all. Being architect by profession i admired the skills of its builder who single handed created it as well produced the material. But perhaps need was of not shelter but food. How much these things are in our life too. All the time food, shelter and possessions keeps us occupied, to the extent that we forget our purpose which also remains a mystery quite often.
Coming back to spider story I have seen web never being shared by second spider. Are there life partner in their life? Are spiders loners? What do they do when they are not spinning? When they swing how do they know threads will find the other corner? What are their safe guards against the harm to their webs by stronger forces? Some of these questions may provide solutions to man’s problems.
Certainly one thing still remains after getting the feel of silky threads on my face have I wasted all the efforts, skill and energy of spider? though I am careful of spotting and avoiding web’ ways yet remain puzzled by world wide web of life

Nature's ways

This season too mango tree in our back yard was on full bloom.there was freshness and fragrance of its flowers(we call"baur"). air had a feeling of something store for new life. like previous year small bees gathered doing the job. there were winds , rain and pruning.yet after some time one could see small fruits in bunches. I saw them growing and other day noticed many missing perhaps children on way back stoned them.fruits were getting bigger. on my return i found some have been again plucked for pickle.iIfelt a feel of some strange loss. why can't all grow to be a ripe mango and more over stay with mother tree?Ultimately out of many in a bunch only one or two remained. some time back these too were taken to be eaten.was this the fate ? ,I questioned for us , the living beings?out of so many few survive after everything has played its tiny role.should life be seen in this context?from the window of my first floor i saw one mango yet safe and sound,the lone survivor.But till its eaten and seed thrown work of mother nature will not be completed.Is this the theory to be applied. any answers?

Cruel World

In India , Time is ripe for New life ,particularly in plant kingdom. Its monsoon and fruit crop is ready. I am talking of mango season in particular. different varieties of mangoes are in market with different shape, color and taste. some like "Langra" , some "chusa", Alfanso, Kalmi,Dasheri or those like it straight to mouth lukhnow's"kuppa" variety. just like bees and birds , humans have been put to job by mother nature. we pay for these fruits and eat them and throw the "most precious" seed as waste. Job done , rains cover these seeds with envelop of fertility "the earth".
these days out of pile of grass blades heaps one can see red colored leaves and new mango livings are peeping to this world born out of natures web and throw of that human eaten mango seed.
i went and touched its softness, freshness but got scared of the cruel world around it . i wondered whether it will see itself growing to be a tall tree bearing fruits. soon some gardener or some children will pluck it either to clean the area or to make a music instrument out its softer rooted seed called" Peepni".I have seen some surviving for days, some for months and some for perhaps a year. If this is to be the fate in this cruel World of human ruled World why nature took all the trouble?or are there still Mys tries of nature mother even in this dreadful life span of little mango seed?

Far sight

when so ever I read about great people one thing which is common among them is "Great far- sight". Things which are yet to happen or will happen they had the picture of the things to come. I wonder how they see the unseen.Its not the sixth sense or is it?But perhaps Now I am understanding how its to be acheived. when we are observant about the world around us in its tinest part this weaves the picture with help of our understandings we fill the texture ,color and give shape to it. And guess whats the base of this understanding.... to be a good human being who is able to extract the real juice out of physical world around you , problem is when you start understanding the uselessness of this physical world and see" less is more" . Soon time will come to be a Monk for me .Do I want to be? The quetion if answered will free me of bondings.

COLOR OF EVIL

Color is in humans world .Perhaps animal life cant see or distinguish the color sensation. Black is associated as the color of evil.Darkness as the color of satanic empire.A lie is associated with black yet successful people are those who can turn its color to white.A white lie is a key to money whose color is black.while poor accept the night for its darkness rich paint the whole night red.they keep heavy curtains on their windows to keep the daylight(white) out .while colorsare to please the inside of heart and mind and bring happiness, yet most of the people make their heart stone like not only fel wise but also color wise i.e. black.lets buy ourseleves a prism and place it near our heart so that when so ever we find light it spreads it in our lives in a spectrum.

WILD DISCOVERY

yesterday night I was watching Discovery Channel and a film on Wild Dogs was being shown were hunting in pack and then came the shot which made me write.They together caught hold of a deer and chap was continuously shot being eaten alive as well struggling for life. I found myself in the body of deer. what was going on in the mind being torn apart by wild pack of dogs. was the feel was for hope for life?was it the tremendous pain which body was experiencing?was there an appeal to God why it was being allowed by creator of life as well preserver of life?was the feel of remembering the love and affection and warmth and protection of mother?within five minutes parts of body were eaten by dogs as well vultures and finally disposal of legs in the mouth of hyna.a long shot in the film showed still and mute sky,adull heavy hill in the background . a story got finished without a murmur. Are these the ways of God?

state of oneness

while driving I noticed that there is a feeling of ONENESS. PEHAPS WE CONTINIOUSLY ASK OURSELES WHAT IS THE STATE OF oneness WITH THEGOD. while driving neither we are MACHINE nor BODY,neither we are eyes,legs, brain , petrol, engine sound , windshield or for that matter ROAD ahead. there is a sense of completeness, a complete union. are we not seeking the same through meditation? THINK AND APPLY

wait

A dog has stared visiting my house. offcourse I also showed love . she keeps waiting when we are away even for long hours. I some times wonder what she keeps thining why she keeps waitingwhats the bond?when will i keep waiting at the door of GOD will he come back will he look at me when he returns will he feed me before his meal like I do withis dog waiting for me at my door?

Aging

Ageing is process thru which body decays but mind grows.while with spirits out of decay good wine comes out which may decay young minds.if decay and growth are part of same thread when they get tied to a knought.
there could be a state where nothing decays and nothing grows this happens when thread is joined . when are we going to tie our thread?why to remain incomplete ,why to be in this world and part of entire Cosmos?

TIME TO REBORN

I just had few arguments. these were continuing for some time with the ones whom you love. Word love ....is strange love types....are strange but like many other things Love is also a state of agreement till that exits you are in love. when agreement gets cancelled love disappears. bases of agreement is also state of mind.Mind set dictates the codes for agreement.
Best answer I discovered for everlasting happiness is to get REBORN if need to be again and again when encountered in present life. Reborn EACH TIME with the innocence of child or like a newly born baby of a dog who shows his happiness ,love each time he sees a man. yet at time when he starts getiing responses which are not good he changes his behaviour ,thts the time to reborn.With no imprints of thoughts which dictates your behaviour pattren you wil always remain in agreement. I found this quality exists in most women then men.but to get reborn (in terms of thought)is true for reltionships